Tuesday, July 31, 2007

its days like these where i fucking dont feel like living anymore.no freedom, and everything else crumbles in front of me.fuck it.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

hey guys.just decided to blog cos darn bored.well life's been alright for me.nothing much happening.nowadays i ain't got no free days already.well because i have training on mon tue thurs sat(not that i dislike it,i kinda enjoy it)and tuition on wed and fri, as well as church on sun.so my schedule is kinda jam packed.oh well.anyway yeah i really really really hope i can improve on my swimming and game sense.i really should go talk to the better ones and ask them.well today had nothing much.morning went training cut myself at training at the pool.the tile at the edge of the pool was like darn sharp.and when i was sprinting and wanted to turn to push off.i cut myself.and the best part was i didn't know.i felt a darn sharp pain.but i didn't see any cut or anything but when finished swimming.a hell lota blood gushed out.so my finger was kinda red.so yeah played game and all.was kinda demoralized and all that couldnt really play that well.pissed off with the other players cause they just didn't listen when i shouted their names.oh well.i really gotta start my engines running for studying and finish off this year well.gotta lose some weight too.well catch you guys soon.

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go