Monday, September 29, 2008

yknow.this whole incident.just wheni thought its gone for good.it comes back.dizzy spells and all.FUCK this shit okay.i wish i never loved you.i wished i never knew you.why does this all have to happen.i really hate this.especially during this time.i thought i could forget.but maybe i was just deceiving myself.ive had it.i even wrote a song about this whole incident.and wanted to post it up.but.is this all deceiving myself.i really dontknow.why.fuck this okay.fuckthis.



matters aside.so fars exams have been good.tomorrows a public holiday.i really want to achieve alot tmr.with alot of practice for physics and e-math.i want and need to accomplish this task.well whatever it is.

Saturday, September 27, 2008


just watched ms sassy girl.what could be better than that.its just the bomb.the best of the best


"destiny is the build you bridge to the one you love"

well said, well said.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

and as i look at what my family is doing for me, i just know i fucking gotta do well.



okay.im confirmed going for avenged sevenfold's concert here on 24october.with maria.hahaha.actually i'd even go by myself man.hahaha.so yeah.muggings been good.gonna complete more this afternoon:D till next time.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

feeling so guilty.
i turn to the Lord.
for in all,
i can confess in Him,
and Him alone.






yeah.so exams in just a weeks time.i dontwant ti screw this up.i want to and need to do well.but whenever i want to mug.i just lose the drive halfway.fuckit.seriously.

Friday, September 12, 2008

im tired but i just cant sleep.going jogging tomorrow morning.so better turn in.and betahouse is just the bomb larh.okay im done.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

happy birthday courtney kheng.thanks for being there for me when i needed someone.friends for life yo.


well today was alright.1st half of day was damn slack cause it was just slack periods and relief teachers all the way.ah omg.we did this damn cool thing in school today.its like you squat down and you breathe in through your nose and out through your mouth heavily.then after doing that for about 45seconds you take a deep breath then come back up.at the same time hold your breath.then joel pressed me firmly in the chest.and like after 4-5seconds you feel giddy and knockout.fucking awesome.hahaha.well jokes aside.i need to be mugging.Lord, watch over me.in everything that i do.and help motivate me.to do well.

Tuesday, September 09, 2008




hey.this show damn rockxz.hahaa.just finished watching it.awesome serial.can watch it over and over again.ahh.anyways gotta be mugging like shit now.and.happybirthday courtney kheng!that is in 5 minutes.(:



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and i know the feelings just not the same.no more.
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